You know why I haven't been updating lately? Because I don't want to think about this stuff.
I've been in a really, really good mood. There are a couple of things in my life that are going really well. Specifically, with a guy that I like, and with the novel I wrote. I'm nervous and scared and looking forward to the future and completely unsure of what's going to happen, but I'm flying.
But when I'm nervous and unsure I start to restrict, apparently. I thought I'd only restrict if I was depressed or angry. Turns out, I can wander through the day with a grin on my face, and come back from vacation a couple pounds lighter than when I left.
But I don't want to think about it.
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Interestingly, my current status mirrors yours. Stuff that I've only dreamed about happening is happening. And yet, the patterns continue. This stuff is sticky.
i fully understand not wanting to post because exciting things are going on, because it's important to run out and embrace that stuff and to take a vacation from writing here. but please don't avoid writing here because you're tempted to take a vacation from recovery, okay?
: )
love, HS
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